I miss you

Reason #73


Because you’re with me always, no matter what has come before and where we are now.  I used to think that was a bad thing, that I couldn’t just erase you from my mind, but maybe it’s all as it should be.  Whatever will be will be.  And like a good friend used to say to me often about the unexplainable – It just is.  You’re with me, whether I, or you, like it or not.

It just is.

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Jealous


I’m jealous of the rain that falls upon your skin. 

It’s closer than my hands have been.  I’m jealous of the rain.

I’m jealous of the wind that ripples through your clothes.

It’s closer than your shadow.  Oh, I’m jealous of the wind.

‘Cause I wished you the best of all this world could give,

And I told you when you left me there’s nothing to forgive.

But I always thought you’d come back, tell me all you found was heartbreak and misery.

It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way you’re happy without me. 

 

~ Timothy McKenzie, Josh Kear, Natalie Hemby

Reason #66


I wrote a whole notebook of reasons why, just for and about you.  I hope that means something to you, one day, or that it still exists, even.  And I still miss you.  You see, that’s what happens when you love someone, they’re never out of your thoughts for long, and every day without them just reminds you of their absence and you wonder how and what you did before they were there because you just don’t know what to do anymore now that they are not.

Haunt U


My time is here and I’m making it clear
Oh I love you my dear
But I’m going, I’m gone

Nothing worse than losing a friend
And the feeling you get when everybody that you love ain’t around
I really gotta get away from this town
I’m just waiting for a wave and I’ll drown

I ain’t gonna set you free
All you gonna get from me
Little bit a love and a little virtue
If I hurt you, I’ll end it all

Reason #65


Because we still have so much to talk about, despite you saying there is nothing, or you have nothing.  That’s okay, a little silence never hurt anyone.  We’ll get back to talking about nothing and everything again soon.  It’ll be worth waiting for.  For now, I’d like to just sit beside you in silence and hold your hand.  Let me do that, would you, please?  We can just be, for now.