I started to withdraw more and more.  I didn’t do it on purpose.  I want you to know that.  The truth is that you withdrew too.  We found our way back but you were only there physically, not mentally.  I understand that now.  It doesn’t make it any easier.  I still feel as if I failed.  Again.

I want my feelings back now, please.  All of them, the good and the bad.  At least they were a reminder that it was all real, once.  

It was real, wasn’t it?

 

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